Tuesday, March 6, 2007

another odd cosplay blog....

eh you know what?!? i have a million blogs....seriously i need to stop making these things. XD anyways usually xanga is my cosplay blog but i'm too lazy to type it in. maybe i'll transfer this post when the weekend comes.

ANIME DETOUR GUYS !!! ITS ALMOST HERE !!! i'm alittle sad i didn't get any of my friends to come with me...but thats okay i guess. i'm only worried about is my mom stalking me and being all...wierd...these are fellow otaku !!! and my mom isn't at all otaku material...

for sailor moon --well mini moon. i'm making a new wig...yup the pink one i made sucks apparently...hopefully i can get this costume done by the con!!! and have it look cute. i want to get glomped!!! jk. not really. but taking pics with people most def!!! i still need my boots though...hehe.

negima-- i love the negima otaku!!! we are having a photo shoot, play guitar hero/ddr, and have a pot luck. ^_^ the only bad part about it no one has their costumes compleated...even me.

but i'm so excited !!! its comming so fast now !!!
well i'm in a hurry to go to sleep...or watch negima! whatever comes first. oh snap i missed fruits basket !!! and kadocha!!! errr. oh well they'll be on later.

---zapa

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

now that you got the beat let me see ya move your feet !

I GOT THE BEAT!


eh today was one of those days that started off pretty good and got bad..then good. and gooder and gooder.
i woke up on time to shut off the computer before my mom made it upstairs and i got ready. and we were out the door by 6:15...earliest in a long time. ^_^ got to school 15 minutes before step. but i didn't do my homework. thank goodness i had substitute teachers. lol. i put up some corbin blu pictures in my locker. ^_^ hehe. and went to step. we learned a new step today. its called the J-BOMB. its very bomb. lol.
well you know how school is. its fast then slow fast and you know.
then after school. YAY MARIECUS IS BACK TO STAYING LATE !!!! i'm happy i have peoples i can talk to now!!! and i know some more people (hence kinda i got the beat of things)lol. my wealkly goal of getting homework is going pretty good. i'm avoiding alot of homework by writing blogs and talking online. but thats okay. .. nvm. its not. but anyways...
STEP:
I'm offically in love with it. . . again. lol. its my current passion. but anyways. our performance at the boys basketball game i think its the last one too...anyways. it was aginst irondale (eh...enimy rivaly type of thing) and eh. i've told the story like 2 times and its just ugh. long story short.
we came on. they were semi-quite. and then they got louder. and its hard enough stepping on the gym floor (not hallow) and they were saying things like "you don't have a step team" and alot of sware words. lol. and then this is what made me even more mad...they started making noise like jumping up and down on the bleachers. some step memebers say they were doing their old step team's routine. but it was just noise. and the announcers didn't even say anything. and mrs.brackston came up (the world's most awesome est coach ever!!!! she's my hero!!!) and she put it down. they eventually stopped. and i got even more mad when they were thinking they can talk over her on the mic. and the totino-side was very supportive. even though we hurried up and rushed the end. i tried to stay slow. but it couldn't be helped. some members were going to bless the crowd and tell them jesus forves them. lol. i wish they would have but that would be bad on our half and totino's.
and becca wasn't there today. and jessica and megan aren't talking to eachother. so i actually got to have a normal conversation with jessica. ^_^ (short story:we were bestest buddies, then becca came along and like a tornado..okay) and she's not talking to megan for something odd but i can relate to kinda. so anyways. i got to talk to jessica and megan told me something i didn't know about her like and i've known her for 9 years?!? i feel like i gaind a frendship level.
other than that........
then laura called me...its seems we have a new couple on this earth now. NATE ASKED LAURA OUT !!!! SO NOW THEY ARE GOING STEADY!!!! i'm happy for them. i knew they'd do something. ^_^ it just made all what happend during step fade away. its so cool. and now laura (most def) is going to Totino. and NATE IS STAYING !!!! life can't get better than this right now !!! well it could. but lets not think bout that.
well now i have to finish some homework and who knows what else.
toodles.
tawnya.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

no matter where you go, what you do, what century, part of the world or w/e somethings never...

CHANGE.
i'm talking again about the people i love, and the people i hate. I'm gunna just admit it here. i hate not having friends, but having them make me hate them...if that makes sence.
everywhere you go your gunna run into the "big mouth", "whiner", the "ritch girl", the "athletics", and every other group of people. its just wierd when they all come together ...most of the time is well...but when things go bad...you want to take out your voodoo dollie and stick a pin right through their head. i think i want to get into voodoo just to release stress...but you know what...writing is probly better in that sense...
probly on Thursday this all would blow off....but i'm not sure how thats possible. but knowing myself, it'll probly be over when i see everyone and totally forget. maybe..maybe not.
i would write what happened...but then i'd have to go back and remember everything. and i'm suppose to be making paper roses/flowers/carnations. *sigh* forget it though.
okay i will play the blame game since its so annoying!!!----
BECCA WILL BE BACCON !!!! AND JESSICA TOO. THIS IS WHAT I'M GOING TO DO....
NOTHING! absolutly nothing. whenever Becca throws alittle cry fit jessica is running to her side...and me and megan go to see whats wrong as "good and caring friends" we don't even care anymore. since i've been here its been like 3 times she's done this and its really old. but she totally was like "go away, i don't want any more people!!" earlier we were getting along great. and its just UGH.
maybe it wasn't such a good idea i came to TG. but now i'm here and i can't change my popularity level until atleast next school year...bleh. i'll be dead by then i hope because i can't take another day with becca and jessica.
So megan and I are like ignoring jessica and Becca now. but i can't since earlier we (becca and i) started the Madalion hunt together. and we are gunna find it!! if i don't kill her first. i'm so mad at her!!! and she's comming in early tomarrow so we can look at 6:45!!! i get there at 6:30 and i usually do my homework until like 7:00 and then i mingle. so it sucks.....very much.
it may not be the right thing...but its what sounds good now.
Today at lunch everyone got their "match maker" test results. i don't even know what they are really. and nate let me see his (though i knew no one oh his list) and megan let me see hers. but jessica wouldn't let me see hers. and then she showed megan. but not me...then megan told becca and becca told me. but becca wasn't suppose to tell me. but who cares if somone is on somone's top list...its not like i really give a noodle.
well tomarrows stupid valentines day...yup...again becca goes and tells the world what i told her. XP i told her i liked nate alittle bit..just tiny bit. for like a week. but then there was this one guy who's in my physics class and he was looking at me several times...and he smiled at me. ^_^ smiles are good they make you feel better. so do hugs. but not when they are from evil people....so anywyas. i think i have a crush on him now. *sigh* i wish it was summer already... then nothing would matter and i can go out on the trampoline and jump to some music. and sleep in the sun. *dreams*
good night and yes i'm anti-valentines day.
lets hope i surivive tomarrow shall we and maybe i'd write about it.
-----Dancing in Daisys---
lets run through a field, where nothing should surpass.
a dream of the sun will always last. the blue sky and the sun shining down. spinning round and around. i don't stop. until i'm dizzy and then--ploap--. into the patch of daisy flowers. i lay there for hours and hours.
i look to the sky, and see a bird. i look to the sky and watch the clouds go bye. someday i'll be looking down, from heaven above, there is no sound. there is only light. what a beautyful thing, a perfect delight.
-----------STaGer------
Stager my new pen name. ^_^ don't you like it? well i'm off to dream land...good night.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

a rant about life

in this sory i use myself= I.
William=i guy i really like.
and Betty=a friend who blabbs alot of secrets.

okay well a friend of mine introduced me to William at a basketball game. and i really got to know him. after that i was hooked to this guy for a week thinking non-stop. then i slowly forgot as the rush of school continued. well a week ago my friend gave me his SN and me and him have been IMing for a while. then Betty wanted to talk to him too so we made a chat room. so we talked...he and her more and more and he and me less and less...
well today i got really excited to be transfering in a week! and thinking of him i said something jokingly. totally forgout about what i said about him (it wasn't mean) and i came home signed on. right away i check and see if he's online. yes he is. 2 minutes later "why did you say you wanted to poke my hair?" and i was like ....Betty...and i had to explain to him that i was just kidding. and Betty just said "sorry" sometimes secrets were ment to be kept and even if they aren't and its something thats brought up through stupid conversation.
then again...the chatrooms...this time katie invited everyone! and now everyone knows William and yah. so then it was us 3 again. and wow..i gotta gobye!!